People look at me as if I have two heads because no matter the day or time I try to always be happy and upbeat. Whenever someone ask me ” how are you today?”. My reply is great, wonderful or awesome. Why? because I believe awesome is a state of mind. Being awesome is a choice, it’s not an easy choice,but it is a choice non the less. I believe you can either dwell in the obstacles that come your way or choose to be happy while figuring out a solution to the problem. Yes, I get angry, I cry, I get frustrated, I deal with my not so great past decisions but I don’t stay in that dark place. I have my pity party, which sometimes last a day or two, but I pick myself up and I move on. I am a beacon of light and I refuse to allow the darkness to maintain control of me. Life may not always be easy, but it is always AWESOME !